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Saturday, September 30, 2023

How sad

A 200- to 300-year-old tree along Hadrian's Wall in Britain, which in and of itself was a landmark, has been cut down, apparently by two vandals, a 16-year-old and 60-year-old.

Despair flows after England's Sycamore Gap tree is cut down. Could it regrow?

2 arrested after ‘world-renowned landmark’ tree is cut down in England

It's almost Banned Books Week!

The quote below is from the American Library Association's main webpage for Banned Books Week, which this year runs from October 1st to October 7th, Celebrate the week by supporting librarians and educators who are under fire, as well as taking a bit of time to read one of the many books that have been challenged or banned over time. This year's honourary chair of the 2023 campaign is LeVar Burton, known not only for his role in 'Star Trek', but in the beloved 'Reading Rainbow' series.
This is a dangerous time for readers and the public servants who provide access to reading materials. Readers, particularly students, are losing access to critical information, and librarians and teachers are under attack for doing their jobs.”- Deborah Caldwell-Stone, director of the ALA’s Office for Intellectual Freedom
Banned Books Week celebrates the freedom to read and spotlights current and historical attempts to censor books in libraries and schools. For more than 40 years, the annual event has brought together the entire book community — librarians, teachers, booksellers, publishers, writers, journalists, and readers of all types — in shared support of the freedom to seek and to express ideas, even those some consider unorthodox or unpopular. The books featured during Banned Books Week have all been targeted for removal or restriction in libraries and schools. By focusing on efforts across the country to remove or restrict access to books, Banned Books Week draws national attention to the harms of censorship.
In a time of intense political polarization, library staff in every state are facing an unprecedented number of attempts to ban books. ALA’s Office for Intellectual Freedom ALA documented 1,269 demands to censor library books and resources in 2022, the highest number of attempted book bans since ALA began compiling data about censorship in libraries more than 20 years ago. The unparalleled number of reported book challenges in 2022 nearly doubles the 729 book challenges reported in 2021. Of the record 2,571 unique titles targeted for censorship, most were by or about LGBTQIA+ persons and Black, Indigenous, and people of color.
The theme for Banned Books Week 2023 is "Let Freedom Read." When we ban books, we're closing off readers to people, places, and perspectives. But when we stand up for stories, we unleash the power that lies inside every book. We liberate the array of voices that need to be heard and the scenes that need to be seen. Let freedom read!'
For a list of the 13 most challenged books of 2023, follow the link below. There are, from there (at the bottom) links to those of the previous decades beginning with the 1990s.

The 13 Most Challenged Books of 2023

I recently got a sticker from MoveOn, and progressive organisation that is supporting those who stand against book bans and challenges.  It's going on the car in celebration of Banned Books Week.

I should note

that I have actually gotten into the warm water pool at the YMCA three times in the last week, once last Saturday, when they had the 'Adult Individual Fitness' from 8-10 AM (I went at 9 and was the only one there), and twice at 5:30 AM (my supervisor joined the Y and has been going with me). Yay!!!! Go us!

Strange things my friend stumbles upon

'Pig 311' Mysteriously Survived 1946 Atomic Bomb Test in a Pacific Atoll
Poor girl. She lived another four years, and she had amazing fortitude, but what a horrible thing to experience at the whim of the government (not to detract from what the same government did to the Japanese of Hiroshima and Nagasaki).

More bad news on the environmental front

Microplastics Found In Cave System Closed To Humans For 30 Years

Support our local library


I plan on getting one of these when I get paid this coming week. You might like this too. On the back it says 'Justice begins with access'.

Wednesday, September 27, 2023

Poignant

I heard this song the other day on Amazon Music and was struck by it so much that I went ahead and ordered his album. This song is so beautiful. It's about the loss of his best friend to suicide. Any of us who have loved those who have experienced suicidal thoughts or have had them ourselves, I think, can relate. It's Suicide Prevention month, and this song is a perfect segue into having a discussion with anyone you love with depression. I like how it focuses on the pain of those left behind. Often people don't realise how much their lives mean to others. Please, if you yourself feel this way, reach out to loved ones, to professionals, or dial 988, the mental health hotline. Someone out there would be devastated without you. You belong in the world, and things do get better. We just sometimes have to find the beauty in life, in the world, in others--and in ourselves.

Tuesday, September 19, 2023

I'm really not feeling the best right now. I'm discouraged and frustrated.

I am feeling absolutely discouraged. I got up at 5:20 a.m. yesterday in an attempt to go to the YMCA for their warm water pool 'Adult Individual Fitness', which runs from 5:30 a.m.-9 a.m. Even though I planned to take a shower there, had everything packed, etc., I realised that if I went, I'd have maybe 1/2 hour in the pool until I'd have to take said shower and go to work. So instead I just showed up at work an hour early and worked on some things on my Kindle.

Today I said, fine, it's open swim from 2-8:45 (they close at 9 p.m.) I'll go after work. I get there and it's actually a kid swim class with about 20 people in 3/4 of the relatively small pool and another 10 in the 1/4 that is left as 'open swim'. I just can't do my exercises with that much churning and little room. I'd have maybe a four-foot square of space to myself, which I guess I could do a few things that didn't require walking, but not really get the full benefit, and I find it very distracting. I went back into the women's locker room, called the Y, and asked him to recommend a time I could work out that would be quieter. There is, of course, the 5:30 in the morning option (although it was a real struggle yesterday and I'm really just not a morning person, and tend to stay up far later than I should just for work because that is my natural circadian rhythm.) He also suggested between 1-3, before the kids get home from school.

Sigh. Yeah. While I'm at work. Of course, it would be, since the majority of workers like me work then.

I am already discouraged by this experiment because I joined in late June, worked out on the Nu-Step for all of 15 minutes and then got severe sciatica right afterwards (I could barely walk, and even sitting was really painful) and of course, spent all of August in the wrap/boot. I finally got out of the boot about a week and a half ago. So I tried.

Today I went, hopeful, and got dressed in my swimsuit (both putting it on backwards and realising that I left the tag on.) :) But it was just too crowded. I sat in the changing room crying after talking to the guy. I've spent over $200 on this membership since June and have been able to work out for exactly 15 minutes. Even today, I could have at least done the Nu-Step, but I didn't talk to my doctor about exercise and thought I'd better check with him before doing it with or without the orthotic on.

I went home, called the Y again, and asked when the last day was that I could cancel my membership and not be charged at the beginning of the month. Apparently, you have to give them 15 days' notice, so I'm locked in until at least October 15th. If I have not managed to meaningfully do anything with the pool, I'm giving up. I came to the YMCA--and this branch of the Y--because it has a warm water pool (the only one in the Bluegrass YMCA system). I applied for financial hardship so it's $45 a month rather than $60, but good God, if I wanted to just work out on some machine I'd spend $10 a month at one of the 24/7 gyms and be done with it. I don't.

So tomorrow I am going to call Cardinal Hill (where I did my outpatient aquatherapy in the first place). They are under new ownership or management it looks like, and while it used to be that you could pay for their pool use per time, they closed at 6 p.m. each weekday. Maybe with the new changes they'd be open later or even on the weekend. It's worth an ask.

Am I being terribly unreasonable? I'm really not trying to sound like those pesky kids are the problem. It's not that. The crowding in general is, especially for someone who's pretty sensitive to noise and other stimuli. A lot of it also my frustration with how my health and disabilities are getting worse because of my health and disabilities. But in all actuality, I think the big problem is that there aren't really services for those with disabilities who are not retired or on full-time disability and who are unavailable 9-5 as they are normal business hours.

I did review the schedule. There is one time a week I may be able to work this out, and it is from 8 a.m.-10 a.m. on Saturdays. I'm going to go. It's once a week, but it's something. I just don't know if it'll be enough to make the fee worth it.

Should I try to stick it out? Or give them till October 15th and just chuck it in?