very nice. I've read. I've relaxed, taking a nap here and there. I've listened to music, and I've done stuff around the house like raking leaves (again) to try to get ready for the vacuuming truck that comes by. I got 2/3 of the yard done this afternoon, and I'll try to do the rest tomorrow. I came inside to hydrate and got caught up in a 'Black Mirror' episode, and realised I was really tired and with the game called off tomorrow, it could wait till tomorrow, when the weather's supposed to be a little better anyway. I have a two-foot pile of leaves in the road verge at the moment; it'll just grow a little bigger. Most of the main leaves are already there.
Tomorrow I'll do my normal Sunday tasks: floors, bathroom, trash/recyclables, laundry, and cat litter boxes. I did the dishes tonight so I think they're okay. But the evening will visitation for the little lady who died, whom I cared a good deal about. I'm going to take my friend over that afternoon to help with my other friend, who will be in a wheelchair so he can attend the family hour of visitation, and then I'll come at the regular time for the public. I would take our friend, but my car is an old Ford Taurus that is so low to the ground that we have trouble getting in and out of it, much less someone with mobility issues. I am not a big fan of visitation--I find it a bit morbid, to be honest. But for her, I'll do it. She was such a wonderful person, who lit up a whole room. I was looking at Thanksgiving flowers the other day and found myself thinking about bringing some, and then remembered that she was gone. That's the worst thing, I think, after someone dies--all the little things you want to share with them that evaporate in your mind as soon as you realise they have passed and you'll never share with them again. It brings the pain up all over again. That was certainly the case for me when my mom died.
So for now, though, I'm listening to Mumford & Sons, trying to decide whether I should 1) go to bed or 2) read some more. The book (Kate Morton's The Distant Hours) is very well-written, the prose is lovely, and I'm about 50 pages in and I like how it's unfolding. But I'm a little tired. I'm in my pyjamas and I've brushed my teeth. I'm ready for bed.
Today I got something I'd ordered as a lightning deal from Amazon, which I almost never do. It's 128 GB SD card that is meant to go in a camera but can also go in laptops with the right reader, and I have one on mine. I got it for $19.95, which was roughly half of the normal price, and it works, it's inserted into my computer, and I've backed up some files to it. It's not great as a long-term storage option (they do break down over time, just like flash drives), but it was cheap and easy and while I have my documents backed up in other places (OneDrive, Dropbox), after what happened with the Windows update in October when I lost all my documents, I thought that it would make a good local option that wasn't at the mercy of cloud providers, and I can't afford a USB removable hard drive at the moment. Also, if something happened to my laptop I could just switch out the card like I do with the microSD card in my phone (that has pictures and music on it). So we'll see how it works out. I took a few minutes earlier to back things up to the card and to the cloud. I need to do that with the desktop, which YKWIA uses. I also spent some time yesterday at the storage unit (looking for a couple of cutting boards, with no luck) and found my Civilization IV game, and so I pulled out the old DVD-ROM external drive I have here (it's from when computers didn't have them yet, and my computer is so 'advanced' it doesn't have one at all, so even though it's a little slow and clunky, it works--although not to play CDs lately, something in one of the Microsoft updates apparently broke that, too, so I guess the only CDs I'll buy in the near future are ones with AutoRip, where they do it for you, as otherwise, I can't get the CD music on my phone. Anyway, it does work for CD-ROMs, and I was able to get the game onto this computer, so I'm happy, as it's one of the few games I ever play consistently.
Okay, I guess I'm just babbling about my life now. It's going pretty well. Work is still stressful but not as much as it had been. I am very blessed right now. I do feel a little guilty posting the pictures of Thanksgiving and the abundance of food for two people. I live paycheque-to-paycheque, and I don't feel particularly affluent at all, but on the other hand, I have so much compared to some--a home to go to, food to eat, great companionship, and relatively good health, really. I don't mean to flaunt it, but I think of the homeless, or the starving children in Yemen, or the refugees seeking asylum, etc., and I do feel guilty, although I really was just trying to express how grateful I am for life right now. I don't have enough money to donate to any causes right now, it's been a struggle lately, and we had to pool our resources to make Thanksgiving happen, but maybe I could volunteer some time around Christmas. Which reminds me, I guess I need to get some cards to send out. We don't really celebrate Christmas, as I'm pagan (I celebrate the Winter Solstice, Yule) and YKWIA is Jewish. But the holiday season is still a good time to think of others. Chanukah, which of course is a minor holiday in the Jewish year, although most Christians, I think, just see it as Jewish Christmas, is coming up quickly--it starts December 2nd. My plan is to get YKWIA some good house shoes, as his shoes have nearly died. (I can say that here, as he doesn't read my blog, because as he puts it, he knows what goes on in my life). But I'll have to wait till the next payday, which happens in the middle of Chanukah.
Okay, the cat wants to cuddle, the music has stopped. Time to go to bed. Good night.
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